Today has been freakin crazy at work. Seems like the phones are ringing off the hook. Kindof annoying. Other than that things are good. I think it's going to be a good week. I had a good, relaxing weekend so that is always nice.
Hope everyone is doing well :-)
8.22.2005
8.20.2005
Thanks
I am so genuinely thankful right now. I'm almost overwhelmed. There isn't one specific thing really, but the culmination of events that have happened in my life and even the people that surround me at the moment have all had a significant impact on the way I live. I can't say that it has been easy a lot of the time, but I am so thankful that I can learn from everything around me. I want to really know people and be truthful about my life. I think that is how you really learn. I have so many people I can be real with and 'do life' with. It amazes me that one person can have so many real true friends. I get lonely, a lot actually and I think man, if only it was this way or that way, THEN I would be happy. But, I wouldn't trade a single thing I have gone through for the greener grass. It's too important.
I saw Arthur Burt speak tonight. What a truly inspiring and wonderful man. At 93, he was jumping and laughing and speaking the most simplistic, yet most influential words I have heard in years. He has 9 children and 52 grandchildren!!! Can you even imagine? My dad has known him since the 60's and there are so many things about Arthur that my dad has imitated. To me, that is incredible. To see my dad, someone who you think has it all together, watching and learning from someone he respects. I looked across the room and saw my dad just awed by this ordinary man. He was digesting every word. That is what I want to be. I want to be the kind of person who recognizes wisdom and absorbs it. I am so glad I went. I really can't express what I am feeling right now. I am just so grateful.
Arthur tells a lot of stories in his messages, and tonight he talked about an eagle who was living among chickens instead of soaring majestically above. We choose where we are, but not what we are meant for. We are meant to be eagles. Waiting for the wind, instead of working and flapping our wings. But, he said you have to choose it. "Choice is a tremendous motive and takes you beyond will". We are meant to be eagles.
I am so glad that I have a place to hear this stuff. It is so easy to get sad and complain about everything. But it's time to start encouraging eachother. I have the most amazing friends and family that anyone could hope for and you're gonna hear it. :-)
8.19.2005
1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
1.~How did you meet
i_said_huh? at Frontline ...hahah...THOSE were the days! Then we were roommates
2.~What would you do if you had never met
mlebritt? I wouldn't have a memebership to an awesome gym that I never use
3.~What do you honestly think of
mardena? I think she is lovely
4.~Would or did
lillith84 and
nice_tight_top go out? haha...no...wait..maybe? no.
5.~Have you ever liked
lillith84? I always like her!
6.~If
spaceship died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? that he has been a great example to me
7.~Would
lillith84 and
metalsangst make a good couple? sources unsure...ask again later
8.~Describe
stuck_flex in 3 words: diesel, smooth and fun!
9.~Do you think
lillith84 is hot? heck yeah!
10.~Would
spaceship and
lillith84 make a lovely couple? hmmm...maybe not
11.~What do you think of when you see
nice_tight_top? I simply can't...I only see fireworks
12.~Tell me something humiliating about
metalsangst: I know nothing.
13.~Do you know any of
addiena_heulyn's family members? nope
14.~What's
lillith84's favorite color? ummm....leather?
15.~On a scale of 1-10 how cute is
johnny_ragnarok? one million
16.~What would you do if
crackermonkey just professed their undying love for you? give her a hug!
17.~What language does
lillith84 speak? awesome
18.~Who is
lillith84 going out with? Cam :-)
19.~Is
amishwarrior a boy or a girl? a boy
20.~Would
lillith84 and
crackermonkey make a good couple? nah
21.~Who do you think
jingo_flash would be great with from this list? no idea
22.~When was the last time you talked to
lillith84? yesterday?
23.~What is
lillith84's favorite band? i don't know...
24.~Does
lillith84 have any siblings? i don't know that either! (man you are all over this list)
25.~Would you ever date
addiena_heulyn? nope
26.~Would you ever date
stuck_flex? only if he gave me another chicken nugget
27.~Is
jingo_flash single? no
28.~What is
lillith84's last name? that is top secret
29.~What is
lillith84's middle name? I just don't know
30~What is
mardena's fantasy? I don't know but I am sure it involves a hot boy and a musical instrument of some kind
31.~Where does
amishwarrior live? N. Ral
32.~Would you make out with
i_said_huh? of course!
33.~Are
mlebritt and
addiena_heulyn best friends? they are sisters!
34.~Does
stuck_flex like
lillith84? who doesn't?!?
35.~How did you meet
lillith84? MY GOD YOU ATTENTION WHORE
36.~Is
lillith84 older than you? NO
37.~Is
lillith84 the sexiest person alive? YES OK DID YOU WRITE THIS OR WHAT???








