I have finally coordinated my second interview with UJA Federation in NY....I will be there on July 11th so pray for me and cross your fingers and all that good stuff!! I am feeling much better about moving now. In the past couple days I have felt better about it and getting a call from the job was a bit boost for me. SO we shall see!
Have a great week!!!
Just took a walk with Kim. I love Raleigh. She and I had a really nice talk. It's nice to have a married friend that I actually still talk to. And no one knows me better. It has been an interesting week since being back from New York... I have been out of it in many ways. Not really sure why. Something happened on the drive home that gave me this unsure feeling. All week I have been trying to attribute it to different things. Something is off. Is it me? Is it my friends? I tried to figure it out all week, probably driving people crazy in the process. But one thing I do know, it's only about me this time.
This morning in church I felt peace for the first time in a while. It is home to me. Talked to a few people about the choices I am making and I have a lot of thinking to do. I need to make sure this move is right for me. Am I having second thoughts or cold feet? The last time I had this question was the eve of my wedding day. And I wish I would taken my gut more seriously then. Instead I brushed it off and made the biggest mistake of my life. I know I need to do what is right for me. I just wish I could tell me what that is. Part of me feels like I am running away from something. Whatever happens, I have to be able to tell myself that I knew exactly what I was getting into. Nervous is ok, scared is ok, ignoring my instincts is not ok. We'll see what happens next.
 | You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.
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